running towards the future.

i was that others did not want to be,
i went others feared to go
and did what others failed to do.
i asked nothing from those who gave nothing,
and reluctantly accepted the thought of eternal loneliness.
should I fail;
i have seen the face of terror;
felt the stinging cold of fear;
and enjoyed the sweet taste of a moments' love.
i have cried, pained, and hoped....
but most of all,
i have lived times others would say were best forgotten.
at least someday, I will be able to say that I was proud of what I was...

someone i never thought i would be.

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... and counting.

are you still as cold as you seem to be?

every night i had mini-conversations with you..

but you never seem to be there?

i don't wanna wait till we're 50.

and realise it couldn't be true.

painstakingly and full of efforts.

just to be nearer to you.

i hope you are really there.

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you muthafarkerchaocheebaiskanninahbehpussliciouslickingtard. i really hope u drown in piss and................





ninaohia farking bastard.

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I was too bored yesterday till i started looking for new wallpapers for my desky. Decided to get kristen's pics as the recent smallville episodes has been too overwhelming. Went on to wiki to see her acting history and she did act in 2 movies. entourage and parition. i've seen entourage before when i was sec 4. partition was filmed recently. so, i watched the film, partition just now. nice and touching indeed.

voodoos galore..



still so pretty.

http://www.partitionthemovie.ca/

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HELLO.

new job has been aaaaaa-okay for the moment. BUT.

it makes me wonder why people do have the weird commitment to things they know they will regret in the future. take as example, the fong. we all know he is just following the rhythm. sometimes its not all about the greens. and then we have our geography expert. what makes a good leader? is all screaming and demands going to work? everyone makes mistakes. i made a mistake in not declaring some months ago. but, if everything goes on smoothly, i should get a platinum. :)

wanna have you near me, wanna have you stay here.

night compassing was great, especially when cheating fongs are deliberate.

the weekends are prized with the ultimate orgasms. let's check.

supernatural
smallville
grey's anatomy
private practice
heroes
prison break
house m.d.
- all checked.

its all no wonder why my hddddddddddddddddddddds are getting gastrics.

i should head down orchard for some icecreams now. slap me!

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woke up yesterday with a stinging pain in both knees.

got into gleneagles a&e dept. x ray this and that. awaiting for a mri. probably long term or the wheelies.

this is all too good to be true.

say hello to ramps!

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(*&^%(*@#&$^@#)(*$^(#@$^(*&#^(*$KNNBCCCB!(#&^$(@#$^%)(@*#^$)(*#^)

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Hello,

gp was great. Hadn't had such orgasmic moments for a while now. behold the moment. photos galore.

some random x seems reappearing.

basically its the "i have a new job feeling."

uncertainties maximised.

hope i will be good on my first day of work.

anyway. i yearn back the days of being frantic on result release days. i remember i marked my outlook calendar after every semester. this time it should be the same. i will be there, refreshing and refreshing till i get error 404. please let it be good. hopefully the frustrations will all be worthwhile. all this anxieties and panicks are just too unfounded.

new job, new environment. wish me lucks. muacks evie. too stressed out at work to even surf my usuals. i need sleep, now.

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more ummms than usual. - admin times

frustrations amounting to rocky hills. - the ever-dreaded long 'walk'

lunchtime meetups has this amount of retardedness. - making weird remarks to the cina cleaner

"you stupid or what?" - credits to me bestie

you start irritating the max of the blurrys. - hey, i dont like you.

you become freaking ass lethargic for no apparent reason. - overdose sleep, lah.

you smile wide when its bed time. - cuz you know its, ONE DAY LESS.

breaking fast times makes you pee in your pants. - means more sleeps.

when people turns illusional and engages in self-denial. - and making the place smellys to that extent.

fellow cmd and alikes become clowns. - testing the system, again.

you live happier each passing day. - its another day over.


oh.

with all due respect, you are nothing. seriously.

:)))))

oh yar. a smuggled chocolate bar a day keeps me sleepy.

some people just think the world ONLY REVOLVES around it nia, which is sadly kick ass true. will it wake up its f-ing idea preases? YOU STUPID OR WHAT?!

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aust or AK? hmm.

daddy is talking about sending me abroad for being a naughty boy.

muahahhaa.

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sorry sorry sorry. i can't help it because i eat pork so i should be stupid like them. ;/

why u so smelly har? people eat pig also not as smelly as you skinless people leh.

"don't touch me! i'm going for -----."

/12 OR 10 washing frantically at the basins, while people whiz pass looking all disgusted.

bathe for wad? i bathed in the morning already.

i bet with you $3000 mine smells better than your new one.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

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one is nice and warm.

two is stupid and whiney.

three is sheepish.

four is ummm. dirrty.

five is my bestie.

six is blurrs.

seven is moobies.

eight is bionic.

nine is warped.

ten is my neighbour.

eleven is sad.

twelve is smelly/dirty/dirty/rude/idealistic.



:)

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